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Tuesday, August 30, 2005
OVER!!!
finally..everythin's over...minus the As duhh...rarr...so tired...i fell asleep after i got home...though i went orchard for "breakfast/lunch" with Chris and Lizzie...and i met someone called DEXTER who was slacking there...wonder if he ponned sch..hahaha..it was like 11am onli lar...

piano exam realli sucked...its like my most important exam this time...and my book CLOSED halfway...-_-...i realli hope i pass lor..but the examiner was like the frenliest i ever met...but who knows wads behind tt smile...haha...sigh

reality hasn't dawned on me tt my nx exam would b the As...how scary is tt...i guess if i fail my As...i'll juz pia for a piano dip and be a piano teacher hahaha.

yest was damn retarded...feeling sian after paper i decided to run again to wake myself up to study chem...so i run...and i run to bukit gombak...XH's house...then i feel like run 45 min alr. might as well turn back...but i tot damn boring so i ran in a looop to hillview...and like my gdness lar...by the time i ran to hillview it was like 1 hr 15 min...and then it was 12nooon...so bloody hot...but anyway i decided to walk home...and i took half an hour...by the time i got home...i was sun burnt...and i guess i was running rather slowly...total dist. covered onli 11.2k. according to the street directory. hahaha

finally get to go back SC tml...see ms goh and the rest...how farnie...but fong and i gotta be in sch by 11.30 for the stupid honours night briefing...then class outing after tt! to ECP or Sentosa...hmm Lizzie's taking a LOONG time to decide man. haha...

i'm still thinking wad to get mum for her b-day...


Juannnn [6:45 PM]
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Friday, August 26, 2005
exhausted..
prelims are finally coming to an end...two more paper ones and a retarded music exam...and i tot i could happily go out with XH on wed...and then there came this announcement abt honours night meeting on wed -_-. like why can't they do it on a sch day...

yest was the first time i went running alone...and i realise its act. quite shiok. haha mayb coz there weren't many ppl arnd...considering i woke up late so i ran at 10am...when everyone's either at work or in sch...round the whole of bukit panjang abt 11km...and there were the wriggly grosteque centipedes along the LRT track at jelapang EEEW

speaking of these grosteque pests...on my way back juz now blk85's floor was full of ROACHES lar!!! and they were all moving in all directions...damn sick...feeeleeers super looong.

i wonder if i haf time to finish up all my bio tys mcqs by monday...considering i haf dental tml plus mayb meeting dav in e afternooon and my stupid studio prac for HALF an hour at night...

sian sian....should i go back SC nx wed...hmmm


Juannnn [5:37 PM]
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Wednesday, August 24, 2005
running madness...
math was retarded today lar...wads up with Stats lor...i haven seen such a LONG paper of stats b4...finished in 1 half hrs...the paper was 3 hrs...coz i couldn't do like 55 marks. haha. sheesh. i think huimin will juz faint when she sees my math results.

XH...tt isn't exercise...tts like trying to trigger off a heart attack...haha

supposed to Lizzie's house to study b4 running...somehow Justin Lizzie and i ended up at lot1 eating lunch and roaming the lib...so we reach her grandma's house and somehow migrate two floors up to laugh at her baby photos. haha...so cute...

by the time we got changed to run...i was half ready to sleep lar..weather so nicee today...and i learnt sth...nx time u wanna run with a crosser and a shooter...better drag the netballer chris with me! haha...they run so freaking fast...we completed almost 10k in 55min...plus at the mid pt...it was so near my house. i should've juz jogged home...haha

after tt i juz wanted to sleep at lizzie's house and not budge...but well tml's woodlands library...since we haf no papers..but still...i dun haf the push to study anymore....i think this Prelims is dragging wayyy too looonggg...


Juannnn [12:05 AM]
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Monday, August 22, 2005
relief or stress man...
bio option's over...not without much retardation in my facts. if anyone wanna know u can come ask me personally but omg its like the worst mistake u can ever make for a FACT lar...my brain juz wasn't functioning...even the increment in sth i also forgot how to phrase...

yest was damn stresss lar...sat after holland v studying i onli finished half of human repro...so yest i woke up late...and i went for math tuition. b4 going YE...and frm the time i got home...i slacked and studied...and by midnight i finished human repro and i left plant repro :(...but somehow i managed to finish it by two.haha..and by some even bigger miracle i managed to do human and plant repro once thru another time this morning...argh i'm ranting

today's weather's freaking hot lar...plus some GIRL made me run up the LRT train. haha...

i'm juz gonna rot and die for tml's math2...Stats are juz not for me man... :s


Juannnn [4:55 PM]
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Sunday, August 21, 2005
roar.
my head's throbbbingg...why did God make us so complicated. reproduction is juz so complicated. i dun see wads the diff. between oogenesis ovarian cycle and and wadeva cycles. arent they all the same things! rarrr...

yest was a day rather wasted. woke up at 11. since i haf no paper. and went for tuition with Chris and Ben...after tt Daddy picked me up and we went for kaya toast at queenstown...went home..and went out cycling...yea i decided to take my bro's bike. his stupid gear spoilt. so i had to go gear 2 all the way on the tracks...then 1 hour into the tracks...we reached KJE and decided to turn back...and somehow i cycled over sth and my tyre punctured. so WOW. we pushed the bikes back like for another hour so to the market. and they ran outta tubings! how bad luck lar...so had to push home. my gosh.

and yea while i slept at 2 yest. i woke up at 6.30 this morning retardedly to go running with Nick...round bukit panjang b4 tuition at 8 plus...and went to Holland V after tuition to meet Sarah who was LATe again...haha...rather productive studying at coffee club...plus nice brownie! and cofeeee and tea..and wadeva...haha...

SJC's worship night was realli superb lar...i think they realli haf a talented music team...but overall it was gd...i could realli feeel the presence of God...nice seeing everyone again...and i think they all seemed to haf shrunk. hahaha esp. Ivan and Jessee...and Pastor Henry neva changes...still the same full of lame jokes etc etc. haha but it was quite an experience coming tog. with the other youths frm other churches...

Monday's approaching real fast...like real real fast...and my reproduction isnt done...how m i gonna pass my prelimss...


Juannnn [1:32 AM]
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Tuesday, August 16, 2005
...
boy-boy got baptised on Sunday...haha and he was super blur...he juz stood there blurly not knowing where to go after tt...and the whole sanctuary was laughin...ok i should b nicer to him. coz i passed my virus to him...muhaha...

went for dinner at Yacht Club with Cass and Rach's family...i think the three of us were damn greedy man...haha sting ray...satay...beef...chicken...sausage...pasta...fried rice...ok i'm hungry now...and there i was slacking the night b4 GP...

i think time is ticking damn slowly now...its like my nx paper ain't ever gonna come...today's papers were realli killers...ok mayb if i studied for math...more of the time and papers tt killed me...2 hrs Bio and 3 hrs Math...my brain is quite dead now...i pity those econs ppl who still haf a paper tml...haha...my head was juz throbbing after bio...

dinner time...*brain dead*


Juannnn [6:51 PM]
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Friday, August 12, 2005
problems arent there for nth...
i guess these probs are here for me to learn...but how? i dunno man...

i'm stuck b/w two. and i dunno wad i should do to help. terrible? wadsmore i haf nth to do with it. if i help her. i'll be betraying his trust. if i help him. she obviously wun b happy. so wad do i dooo...

why are u still so nice to listen to my rantings even though i ignore u at times. yea i guess u're being u. like how i get irritated at times. but u can't help either. and i haf no idea wad i'm talking abt.


Juannnn [1:22 AM]
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soon soon...
doom's coming soon...in like...4 days...and to think i've still been slacking...

Tues was 3 hours tuition in the morn...b4 going to shop with my mum for a while. haha. Bread Talk selling everythin for 1 buck...the queue was damn long...but my mum queueed and i took stuff...enjoy talking to her...long time since i had...yea and she was laughin at the fact tt Dav is as naggy as her...hahaha.

Wed was juz damn sian..tuition again in morn...same tuition somemore...but time juz flies...b4 i went JP to meet Da and Ian first to get tix...ok i TOT Bewitched was a bimbo show...but it turned out not bad lar...haha can make u laugh. Debra and Shaun were.e....sooo...suspicious. heh. and the "sprite". was like...soda water with a tinge of sugar. haha. and i got the christian tee shirttt...which Gerald the BIG COPYCAT apparently went to buy...

today was quite a moody day as well. first thing in the morning was my mum screaming at me to wake up at 6am...saying i'm gona be late for sch...and when i said i haf no sch she din believe me and went on scolding me on how come i ponned on monday and still pon today. grr. i was supposed to meet XH at 9.15 at jurong mrt. but i woke up at 8.45. so i met her at 9.30. waited to see Ms Chia for consultation. then we called the GP Mdm for like 2 hours and we juz couldn't get her. damn feddup lar. i mean prelims are on monday and monday's GP can't u even give us some priority. or at least haf courtesy to msg and say u aren't free. we alr arranged with u lar!!!. *roar*.

thank gdness i din miss the stupid 195...for huimin's tuition...and Chris and i ended up outside the lift for half an hour. coz she was late...

so sleeepy. hmph.


Juannnn [12:49 AM]
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Tuesday, August 09, 2005
*cough cough*
rarr. this stupid throat of mine ain't getting any better. but anyway yea i kinda slacked today...

i think i did the most retarded thing today too. i took the LRT to CCK juz to meeet XH so tt we can get a seat on the bus...yea i guess everyone was late...except poor Justin...haha who left his house at the same time for normal sch...but went straight to orchard and was drinking spinelli tea waiting for us...so three of us strolled to cine...wanting to get the tix...and were greeted with this...horrible sight in the elevator...there was a mass of toilet paper on one side of the lift...and it was drenched in dried blood...and on the other side there were huge blotches of blood and a totally soaked small piece of tissue...damn gross lar...fight also must fight in the lift meh...

but anyway we went up and the counters were closed...so much for being early...so we stoned at those tables there and watched advertisements...haha until Lizzie finally came after much fuss over her make up and dressing at home!...Chris tan as usual so BLUR...called her at 9 and she happily said i'm awake!!! i'm on time....then i said u're supposed to be here...she said huh. i tot 9.45....rarr.

Charlie and Choc Fact wasn't very very great...but it was not bad i guess...but i wun watch a 2nd time!(this is for Da to seee)...i'm so not watching it on Wed again k...pretty pls. haha

went Crystal Jade for lunch...damn a lot of fooood lar...but luckily we haf Chris and Justin...haha...and we bought a nice yummy cake for XH...

ok XH...photos u requested...frm today...haha

zzz...


Juannnn [1:23 AM]
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Monday, August 08, 2005
roar...
prelims are in less than 7 days...but this is so scary. i'm not even half as freaked out as Sarah is...its not a good sign realli. i haven finished much...i'm much more worried for my piano exam...sigh

still not v. well...and i feel this rubbishy flu and sore throat keeps making me give myself a unneeded break..

FOP was goood...but i still like the planet shakers concert much better...i guess its a diff. kinda appeal in drawing ppl into worship...its the first time i heard Delirious...but i guess i still think hillsongs has a way in bringing ppl into worship...saw many many Ac ppl there...met some SJC ppl...yea...but i ended up losing my voice on sat...

Friday was kinda "officially" the last day of sch for my JC life i guess...coz after this theres no more proper sch days...and i made it a point to pon LSP's lesson for one last time...haha...i mean no pt ruining my day in facing him for 40 mins right...

today's YE session was basicalyl worship and prayer...but i felt it was a gd time to get tog. for everyone to pray...and it was fun jumpin jumpin' with Shu shu...hahaha and da and mel and rach and bla...and to my suprise the rest also did tt too...

anyways...Happy B-day XH!...everyone's turning 18 except me...*sniff*

this is quite bad...i'm supposed to be studying non stop till nx weeek's papers...but tml i'm going out with XH, Lizzie, Chris and Justin to celebrate XH's b-day...tues...out with mum..and wed...cell time...haha...rarr. i din know Da was still so on abt cell outings when her prelims are a few weeks away...

but i think i'm a rather confused and mixed up person nowadays...coz there are juz never ending things to do...etc etc etc...zzz. med is making me drowsy drowsy. RARR.


Juannnn [12:33 AM]
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Monday, August 01, 2005
*sniff*
i think all the flu bugs frm huimin chris tan lizzie and mdm came to mee...i can hardly feeel my nose and throat now...humph. wouldn't even go sch if i hadn't arranged consultation with mdm tml...hopefully i can boook out...

speaking of mdm...she was retardedly amusing this afternooon...half my class took the lift all the way up to level 7...when we are legally allowed to go off at 1 and 5 onli...as we happily trot out...we walk into mdm...who suddenly came to a realisation why we walked outta the lift~. yea so there we went back to class and she said...ok! those who took the lift illegally come to the front....those tt walked up legally...wad punishment should we give them...?

well so after much debate she went...ok! u guys! put up ur right hand and repeat after me..."I, say your name, promise not to take the lift illegally anymore, at the risk tt i will fail my biology A level exams." and she was rather chatty...perhaps tts how u become after being seriously ill for 2 weeks. hahaha.

ok...the med is making me drowsy drowsy.zzz.


Juannnn [10:35 PM]
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From the comfort zone

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Freedom comes

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So I'm stepping out

From the comfort zone

Letting go of me

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Freedom comes

When I call you Lord

You are Lord, my God


 



 

You are the centre of it all

The universe declares in awe

Your majesty, I surrender all



I make You the centre of my life

Lord I respond with all I am

You placed in me the song

Of heaven's melody



Your Majesty

I live to sing Your song



 


 

 



 

 

 

 

 

 


 

This is Your song, not mine

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This is Your song, not mine

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This is Your song, not mine

This is Your song

That brings healing to this land

 

 

This is Your song, not mine

This is Your song

That brings freedom

 

 


 

Freedom comes

When I call you Lord

Freedom comes

When I call you Lord

You are Lord, my God


 



 

You are the centre of it all

The universe declares in awe

Your majesty, I surrender all

 



I make You the centre of my life

Lord I respond with all I am

You placed in me the song

Of heaven's melody




Your Majesty

I live to sing Your song

 

Your Majesty

I live to sing Your song

 

Your Majesty

I live to sing Your song

 

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